F.L.A. - Day 12 2009

Sometimes, I really, really want to move out...

Ah today, Screamer didn't scream until about 11:30, which is when I got up. And I slumped around until 12:30, when I made cookies and then I watched the Y & R. Woah boy! It's getting exciting XD
Oh and my boy arrived in the mail today, my grandmother was home when the EMS guy came by and she signed off my parcel and now it waiting for me at home :B !!
Blech, so sometimes I find it really hard to tolerate some of my family members. My dad is usually fine, and actually I really do enjoy his company but the other two get me all frustrated.
My brother is so lazy. He NEVER does anything. Every night someone has to tell him to put his dish in the dishwasher and other things as SIMPLE as that, I mean, why can't he just do it? It pisses me off, but I try not to say anything.
And my mother, is absolutely terrific during the day. But at night all of a sudden she "hits the wall" and she's a completely different person, she's overly emotional and she makes stupid assumptions that I just want to kill her for. And she doesn't realise how she hurts me because she's not really "there", if you know what I mean.
I went for a walk by myself tonight, just a short one, and told myself, soon I will be out. I will (hopefully) have my own place. I just need a place where I can be alone for a while. I can meet people and stuff and hang out with them, but I need my own space.

- M